Optimism

I keep on hearing this word again and again. Can I call myself an optimist? Well not sure. I am optimistic of tomorrow.

I have always felt these two things :
Today is definitely better than yesterday.
Tomorrow will be better than today.

I believe in living today but never had a doubt that tomorrow is going to be bad. Well, I guess I am optimistic of future.

But something is wrong, do I procastinate my things to be done today b'coz tomorrow is always better? Gotta be careful.

What did others think of me?

I am @ home now. I login facebook, orkut and gmail in the afternoons. I get a chance to chat with many of my friends, school and college during this time. Its nice to chat about the old friends, school, the funny incidents that happened then.

I have always wanted to know from my college friends what I was in college. I know I was bit reserved. But what did others think of me?

In one of the chats, my college friend made a remark that his friends considered me very silent but an excellent or good human being...Wow, I was so happy. I heard the same from some other friend also. I still consider my (1998-2002)as the worst period in my life,this is not w.r.t to my college, or friends or anything related to it. It was @ home front. Anyways, I have earned some good name in what I consider the worst period. Relieved to some extent!

Learnings

At this point of life, I understand
"You always attract what you want. Nothing less or nothing more."

The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson - Tom Bodett

Wish to see......

I wish to visit the following places atleast once, to enjoy the beauty of nature and art.....

• Coorg -
• Munnar -
• Kerala backwaters
• Himalayas
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• France-Paris
• Niagara falls
• Grand Canyon
• Italy
• London
• Amazon river
• Nile river...Oh I am afraid .......

Planning for a trip

I am planning for a trip with my team mates..... It all started last month when one team mate suggested it during lunch time...It was mid of June..... My enthusiasm was triggered.... I started talking about it with all members. And to my surprise.... everybody accepted (Atleast then I should have known it is a sure sign of disaster).... They said, we are all ready....even now. So here came the selection of the place....

• Coorg
• Kodaikanal
• Munnar

Here came the voices..... No Munnar.... it is ideal only for honeymoon...not for team tours... we are not ready...So Munnar was out of the court...poor me.....Then it was Coorg...... ya everybody was OK but.....it did not fit within the two days time we had....

So zeroed to Kodai..... everybody Ok......surprise again.....

It was decided to go till Kodai road by train and from there to Kodai by taxi or bus....Next step open IRCTC....start booking tickets...... Wow, tickets were available.....So what next fix the dates..... Then came the news.....July...I have something important in July.....what is it Oh My MBA exams.... I have MBA exams..I can't come.... even I have..... even I have.......tin tin ti din.....We have exams the whole week of July.... might be next month August first week will be OK..............

But anyways it is always funny to arrange these trips.........let me see if this trip works out....

My short-term goals ....

I wish to be consistent in doing the following atleast for a month:

• Walk for 15 mins daily in the morning.
• Help mom for lunch
• Leave home early and come back early
• Cut auto expense....walk till the main road...no auto
• Avoid junk
• Learn something new daily....
• Have atleast 7 hours of sleep daily...........
• NO COMPLAINTS ABOUT ANYBODY......
• PLAN FOR A TEAM TRIP

That's it............for now

My Aggravators

Though I have named this blog Bliss, I am posting all unhappy experiences here. I have heard psycologists say, if you are angry and want to scold somebody or if you are feeling irritated write down what you think. Most of your problems will be solved then. If that does not provide solution, write down exactly what you want to ask the other person. If you read those confessions... your frustrations will subside.... I will try....My aggravators are not bad.... atleast that is my perception till now....

Ya, I tried it is a good practise

Confession

I wanted a change, yes move from my house to someplace and go to office from there. I was hesitant to make a move. Yesterday, my athai and mama had come home and they gace me an open invitation to their house. I was happy but there was something that made me doubtful (will discuss this later). I talked with athai about this and she cleared my doubts... I was convinced, so I packed my things and started off.....Bye amma, bye appa....
Today morning, it took 15 mins to reach office and one-third of the rate..... Hmmm happy, but still that doubt keeps on lingering.........

Confusion

I am finding myself demotivated and lacking in something..... I don't know if that is knowledge, happiness, love, confidence, health............ But I lack something........ I need to find it out and work on it. "Lacking" is not the right word... I can call it "In Short Of" At this moment I feel as if I am in short of all the above things..... Oh GOd...... Hmmmm Let me see what I feel about this tommorow, the day after or after several months......and post it here.

Hello.....blogging world....This is my first post.

Bliss – A state of extreme happiness. Why did I choose this title? Am I too greedy in trying to be so happy. No, not at all. We are all born here to be happy. My blissful state is when I think and come to conclusion on any matter..... I will be putting forth my thoughts here.....See u all soon.